Today....

Is emotionally harder than yesterday

I realized loss is way more physical than I thought it would be

Peyton and Presley hugged before they went into their classrooms which made me smile

Piper spit up on me while I was talking to a group of moms at school

I feel stressed about where my kids will go to school for elementary school

We learned we are most likely going to get the house we wanted

I feel blessed that not only do I have a husband but truly a partner

I cried 3 times before 9 a.m.

I want to be strong for my sisters and my mom

I realized that last statement might be harder than I thought

I am trying not to spend any money

I am all caught up on upcoming events and activities and am going to sit on my couch for 30 min.

I am going to workout

I am probably going to cry a few more times

I am going to do something nice for someone because that usually makes me feel better

I am meeting a friend for a drink

The girls and I are going to get mani and pedi's

I am feeling the loss of my dad

I am frustrated that loss of my dad is out of my control

My girlfriend called just when I needed to talk to someone

I am missing my best friend who will be moving to Atlanta in a few weeks

I am overwelmed by different emotions

I am angry that my dad left me and I have to answer the tilted head "how are you doing?" question everywhere I go

I felt better about everything after I showered

Tomorrow..... is a new day